Thursday, July 31, 2008

is it me or is half the student world trying to find part time jobs? it's like damn competitive. to be honest, if my allowance was VERY GENEROUS, then i wouldnt be thinking of getting a part time job and therefore the world of unemployed but desperate for jobs students will have one less person to fight with. hahaha.

today was like stoning at home in the morning. i really need my 'sleep well' night soap!!! arghs. okae, i got this soap that helps me to sleep coz apparently the ingredients used is suppose to make me sleepy or whatever but its run out coz some IDIOTS have been using it without my permission.

damn irritating lo, they think whatever that's not theirs also can use. hello? can ask permission or not, you think mother pay for everything is it? nearly all my new clothes & such as well as my soap and shampoo, i ownself pay lo. so dont give that crappy face and crappy excuses.

today go yoga class again. finally over with. hahaha. sadly michelle say she dont wanna go for more so that was my last class. sad. although its painful, i do feel that it's helped.

oh yeah. i lost another 2 and half kg since the last time we weighed in!! wahahaha. michelle damn jealous coz ever since we started measuring before we start, we also say 'sure gain weight' or 'i ate a lot this week'. i think whatever i say now she wont believe lo. tomorrow go gym again orh michelle!

you dont have to pretend

to be my friend.

i dont need people like you.

dishonest.uncaring.rude.

yes,

i may not have a lot of friends.

but i'm happy.

at least they are true.

they dont talk behind my back.

they make me feel welcome.

you got boyfriend, big deal?

i also have but i dont flaunt that fact.

you got job?

good for you.

you older than me?

die earlier lor, not my problem.

you think you're better than me?

if you think so,

then why do you need to

constantly prove it?

are you that insecure?

what we could have been, 10:19 pm.